A Letter To My Oldest Son

Hey buddy,

I can’t believe you’re going to be nine in a couple weeks. It seems like just yesterday your mom and I were bringing you home from the hospital. You gave us a good scare there in the beginning. You don’t remember your open heart surgery when you were five days old, but we remember. Vividly.

Speaking of your heart, you’re our tenderheart child. You feel greatly. Your feelings can be hurt easily. Sometimes I pick on you and lightly make fun of you not to hurt those tender feelings of yours. I do it to help you understand the difference between people teasing to make you laugh and teasing to hurt you. I do it so you won’t be so hard on yourself. I do it so you understand that humor can be the best medicine.

You are our snuggler. Our hugger. Hugs hello. Hugs goodbye. Hugs because you feel loved. Hugs because you want someone else to feel loved. When your actions help others and gains you nothing, I know you will grow up to be a great person.

I would never tell you to stop feeling. Feelings are important in today’s society. It means you care for others as much as you care for yourself. They allow you to empathise. They allow you to not just understand what others are feeling, but to know what they are feeling. Especially those closest to you.

I would never tell you to “suck it up” because this world needs more people who care. That is what calls people to action. Many people complain about a situation, their own or one with society. However, it’s the ones who care who step up and do something about it. They are the problem solvers of the world.

I would never tell you to “grow a pair” because great leaders understand emotion. They understand people’s emotions are an important part of a skill set. The greater you can make someone feel the more productive they’re likely to be. Great leaders tap into their own emotions as well as the emotions of their colleagues to make them feel as equals, not as minions.

I would never tell you to “man up”. To “man up” signifies that you are not a man. Obviously, you are not a man, you’re only nine. But you are of the man species. Telling you to man up would signify that you can’t be a man because you have emotions, because you care, because you shed a tear. It signifies that you are less than a man. To be less than a man is less than human. Less than life itself. You are not. You never will be. I don’t care what anyone tells you or tries to make you feel.

Don’t get me wrong. I’ll will tell you to quit your bitchin’. You are to quit your bitchin’ if you are complaining more about the problem than doing anything to solve the problem. You are to quit your bitching if you’re complaining about something that can’t be changed (aka, the weather). You are to quit your bitchin’ if you’re complaining about something that is your own fault.

You are our tenderheart and I hope that never changes. I know there will be some events that will try to harden you. They will try to break you down into a person who doesn’t care. I hope you only let them build you up and make you the man I know you’ll be.





28 thoughts on “A Letter To My Oldest Son

  1. Awww…sweet letter there Eric! I smiled throughout reading that and like Squirt, he likes his hugs and snuggles too. He’said got a strong heart and with parents like you both, t will be bigger than anything else in the world. Happy birthday not-so-little Snuggler! 😊

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  2. This made me cry! I’m so glad that your empathetic son has empathetic parents to nurture him and support him. Happy birthday to him, and congrats to you and your wife! It sounds like it was a harrowing beginning!

    On an entirely different note, I just nominated you for the three-day quote challenge. There’s no pressure to participate, but you can read more about it here if you’d like. Take care!

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    • Glad you liked it 🙂 Thanks for your kind words. He had a rough go in the beginning but he pulled through like champ. The post on my blog titled “With An Open Heart” explains it. It was a major surgery, to say the least. Thank you so much for the nomination. I love reading the quotes everyone comes up with for the quote challenges!

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  3. This is such a wonderful, loving letter to your soft-hearted son. Speaking as the soft-hearted one of our family, thank you for being a man who understands that having a soft heart does not make you a soft person. It makes you resilient, more likely to care, more likely to act. More likely to empathize.

    Good job, dad. Good job.

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    • Thank you. Though he’s stubborn as a mule, he is soft-hearted. I agree with you completely, being soft-hearted does not make one a soft person. Those with such strong feeling are the one who more like to fight for causes and become leaders instead of bosses.

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    • Thanks for your kind words. Being s sensitive as he is, ehe angers easily as well. So understanding feelings and emotions is a work in progress. He is a very caring boy though 🙂


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